Just a little more...

by - July 29, 2020

The doorbell rang, mom got up to open the door. It was Shweta, her daughter. "Where were you beta ?", asked mom. Her hair were all messy, face was looking pale. She ignored and got inside. "Where were you and were you not picking up your phone ?", mom asked again in a worried tone. "Nothing, just had an argument with Sneha and it went bad." said Shweta. How could she tell her mom that her boyfriend broke up with her, she won't understand, having a boyfriend is crime I guess. "It's okay beta, fights happen. You go change your clothes, I'll cook something for you." said Mom. Shweta went upstairs in her room and sat on the bed with a blank face, thinking about everything that had happened in the past few hours. Her 4 years old relationship came to an end. She was so devastated on the inside that she was not able to think anything else. "What was my mistake ? Was I not good enough ?", she kept on asking these questions to herself.She was so attached to Gaurav, her boyfriend that she was not able to process that whole breakup thing, she was talking to herself, clenching her fists and punching the bed. 

While doing so, she noticed something kept on the table. It was this handmade pen stand her younger brother Ayush had made for her a month ago. There were 2 gel pens, a black pen, a pencil and white paper cutter kept in it. You know what's going to happen next. She took the cutter out, pushed the slider, the blade was out, and..... without giving a second thought, she dragged the blade on that beautiful skin of her making a long deep cut from her wrist to the center of her forearm. The easiest way to end pain I guess. In no time, the bedsheet was all red, it was blood everywhere and she was lying lifeless on that bed. 

"Snacks are ready beta", her mom called from downstairs. There is a smile on her face thinking that she would uplift her daughter's mood with the delicious cuisine she prepared just for her daughter. "Beta go and bring your sister down", she said to Ayush. Poor little Ayush climbing the stairs shouting "Didi" "Didi" , little did he know he has a sister no more. He reached her room, the door was just a little bit open so he pushed it with both of his little hands. "Didi....." , his sentence just went down his throat. He quickly ran towards his sister crying so loud that his mother got worried. Climbing stairs as fast as she could just to discover that her little girl would won't eat with her anymore. She ran towards her lifeless daughter and started shaking her vigorously, losing all her senses and crying more and more and tears won't stop. She is now blaming herself to be a bad mother. She is getting so much crazy and that little boy who just don't know what had just happened, her sister he always looked up to she's just, gone and is not coming back. And her father, he doesn't even know right now what had happened back home. Her precious angel has just left.
I don't whether you are looking at this right now, but if you are, I am sure you would be regretting what you did. Looking at those people crying and wanting you to wake up you are definitely going to cry for what you did.

I don't know what your pain is or how much it hurts you. Whether it's your boyfriend who left, or a class you failed. Till the time you have people who love you just for the sake of your presence, your life, it's worth living. In the end everything is going to work out for you, please don't do this. Think about those faces who love you, what would happen to them ?
All you need to do, is have strength, just a little more......



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